Its Been a Long Time, I shouldnt have Left You.... Without a Story to Tell you.... ((Timbaland Style),

Hey Guys!

SOOOOOO!!!!! Since we last spoke I acquired my AA Degree, It only took 10 years to procure, but hey, its done right?

I decided to go ahead and add the proof for everyone's viewing pleasure.

So, Since I was on a roll, I decided to go straight into my Bachelors and "supposedly" I only have about 18 more months to go. So when I am not doing homework, Im thinking about all the homework I have to do. It sucks, but it will be worth it in the end.
Its important to me for my future children to know that I went to college and completed it. I now have horror stories to tell them why they should not take 12 years to get a bachelors. Sigh!

Otherwise Life has been pretty ok. I have some more updates up my Sleeve coming soon, but I thought my Degree should get its own blog!


Signing Out
Deanna Amarica

Deanna On Board- Tenn/Al Edition

As some of you may or may not know. My first year out of college I went on up to Chattanooga, Tennesse to attend Bible College for a year. I didnt live in the dorms I lived with my godmother and godfather Sharon and Kenny. They truly treat me like of of their own and I had cause to go see them this past weekend.
It was a quick trip and unfornately not for a happy situation. See, when I lived in Tennesse it was mandatory to attend church (school rules) but I really didnt want to attend Highland Park which was the church for the school. Instead I got permission to go to church with my godparents. Kenny works for TVA (huge powerplant for the Tennesse Valley Area) and its located in this tiny town of Stevenson, AL, right next to Stevenson is an even smaller town called Bridgeport Alabama. Kenny and Sharon were attending at the time the First Baptist Church of Bridgeport. So yes me and my godsis Tiffany would pile into the car with them and drive 45 mintues and a time zone away to go to church.
Here enters Brother Jim. I never ever met a pastor that went by Brother and not Pastor or Reverend before. hmmm....I mean he was a head taller that most everyone with piercing happy blue eyes a smile on his face and a constand WHOO HOO for all things Wonderful and Christlike. He was pretty amazing. He was known to ask the choir to sing the song again and requested me to sing a lot in church. I saw something in that church I havent seen before, that was driven by the gentle giant that oversaw the church. Depth of Compassion.....
Never before had I seen a pastor call down people to touch agree and pray over people at the altar call. I remember thinking. Wow this is Biblical and hes acting this out! I became passionate about serving. I did Childrens Church every other Sunday (Sharon made me) I was on the Youth Staff and Sang Solo's and in the Choir. I LOVED going to church! I havent been that excited about a church since that time.
Over the years I have to admit I havent always fosterd my relationship with God as I should have, but as God is now teaching me more and more the depth of who he is and how to be more like him. I have to admit that the beginning of that for me started at First Baptist of Bridgeport Alabama Where I saw God Acted out. I learned to Love God there, because I saw how Brother Jim loved Him so transparently. His impact on my life is lasting.

RIP Bro Jim......I know you are much happier in the arms of God.


Signing Out,
Deanna Amarica

Just a Little Pensive

Hey Guys,

Sorry its been so long since the last time I wrote something substantial, I realized that my problem with blogging is that there's just way to much to share!! My Second Mom says something major happens in my life on average every 5 hours.... I think shes right!

I am writing tonight because I cant sleep, and because I have been dealing with a lot of anxious feelings recently. Which brings me to really what this blog will be about. In the last month there has been a LOT that has happened, way too much to share here and a lot more coming. I feel like I have been in constant transition, for someone that is a homebody and loves the feeling of concreteness its so uncomfortable, and I am not talking little change I am talking major changes.

There are stress tests that you can take online that judge the amount of stress you may be under due to specific and major life changes. Mine immediately said...High Stress and the following.

Take action now to reduce and manage your stress. Stabilize the amount of changes in your life, and avoid unnecessary stress. Evaluate how you communicate, manage your commitments, and prioritize your time.

Um Hellloooo! Who said I asked for change??? Psychiatry can be really dumb sometimes.

With all of this being said, My devotions this week have been kind of geared toward the consistency of God and how his Word is Accurate, Real, Truthful and Everlasting. And I had to remember that what He promises He will see through.

Philippians 4:6

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

Its so easy to feel alone when things are going crazy around you, but sometimes you must ask yourself. Why is God putting me in solitude right now. I mean even my radio went out in my car...Ummm Deanna the music queen with no radio???? Even in that I must remember to be thankful.

Its very important that when we read the Bible we are not "part B" readers. ( You remember when you were in Sunday School and they only made you memorize the second half of the verse because the verse was so long??)

It seems that I run into people that always want to quote part of a verse. Its great to say, Yes the Lord Said Be anxious for nothing! but theres more to it than that. He also tells us in EVERYTHING through prayer and Petition.....ok STOP!

pe·ti·tion [puh-tish-uhn] Show IPA

noun

2.a request made for something desired, especially a respectfulor humble request, as to a superior or to one of those in authority; a supplication or prayer: a petition for aid; a petition to God for courage and strength.

Wow, even Dictionary.com got it right. So we must humbly ask, AND give thanks. Its just an awesome reminder to me that its not just prayer, it’s the way we ask, and what we give Him (praise) that actually helps ease the anxiousness. Isn’t it good to read an entire verse?

Now I do believe that God also was the author of Xanax and Lexapro (joke people), but no really, there are times when our physical bodies just can’t keep up, and its so very ok to ask for help. But in moment of freaking out when we don’t know what to do next, or feel stuck and alone. Next time you ask God for help… Follow the steps and see how it works for you.

1. 1. Remind yourself not to be anxious
2. 2. Pray for strength and courage
3. 3. Humbly ask for your hearts desire
4. 4. Remember to ask His will be completed through you
5. 5. Praise and Thank Him (Its ok to thank Him in advance)

That’s all I got.

Signing Out,

Deanna Amarica

LOL :-D

So me and my mom went on a lil adventure in shopping land yesterday and I saw this cup and it made me laugh. Anyone who texts with me on a regular basis knows my love of the big smile and I probably lol way too much. She thought it kinda captured my personality and on top of that what better way to start your day but with a smile and a cup of coffee. LOL ;-) :-D

Signing Out,

Deanna Amarica

Late Updates

6/16/11

So its been quite some time since I put fingers to keyboard and gave everyone another glimpse into my life. This year has been tumultuous thus far to say the least. Who knew when I blogged about not feeling well, it would actually turn into something serious. I had a fever that was high to the point of almost feeling delirious. Ever felt like a fever alone would kill you? Yea it was like that.

To make a very long and complicated story as short as I can, I was very lucky and my wonderful doctor had the forsight to just have me checked into the hospital and no more ER, in where they found out I had an infection in my liver that had spilled into my bloodstream. Hearing the words Your septic isn’t very encouraging and seeing fear in my parents were even more worrisome.

After two weeks I went home with IV meds but after about 3 weeks I had to be checked back into the hospital for an additional week for another Fever, After a liver biopsy, lung aspiration and being diagnosed with a blood clot I was sent home again.

I was hoping I was on the mend and had to wait two weeks to see my transplant docs in Orlando where they decided I needed to check into the hospital in Miami to determine whether or not they wanted to do surgery to fix the problem. So the following week I went to Miami where they determined that they didn’t want to do surgery now but just play a waiting game and prayerfully this was just a one time occurrence.

All and all I am on the mend. I finally get to tend to a knee injury that didn’t get properly addressed in January when I hurt it. Im tired all the time which is completely contrary to my personality. Its like ok heres a bunch of time, but you will spend most of it laying down resting your knee and sleeping. Its funny what God will do to make you sit and listen. Ive learned a lot in these past few months and hopefully the wisdom and lessons learned will come forth in more blogs to come. Im just happy to have the chance to still be alive.

Signing Out,

Deanna Amarica

**I wrote this a few weeks ago and just am getting to post it. I'm such a slacker, but I have a whole lot more to say so I had to start somewhere**

Temporary Issues

This week's edition of On the Brown Couch has been cancelled due to Fevers, Illness, and Bugs, and just an overall..."dont have the energy" attitude. So in liu of randomosity. I give you a picture... of the Actual Brown Couch.

Deanna on Board-Phoenix Edition

Im in Phoenix, which for some reason I keep transposing the O and E...But Oh Well. Im blessed to be able to take this little bit of time away and boy do I need it.



Im spending some time out here with my friends Richard and Robin. For those of you who may not know my Richard story. Richard was one of the first people I EVER met on the internet. I was 16 years old, on good ol dialup up late at night just trying to get through the next day and waiting on my new liver so I could live. I found a "Christian Young Adults" Chatroom on AOL and jumped in. I still remember the little side chat we had and from that day on we became friends. When I went into surgery for my transplant he was on my "to call" list for my mom to have people pray for me. I think thats when he realized I wasnt psycho.

Well 11 years plus later Hes married to a awesome woman named Robin, and has 4 kids. Somehow in a time like this when I feel like I need to run and be under someones Rock, they just seemed like the right place to be.



Robin is an amazing cheerleader, and I am throuroughly enjoying my time here getting to know her better. Their children are amazinig and their 3rd child Leah has seemed to take a liking to me. I call her Hunny Bun, and it makes her laugh. Alexander their oldest was born on my birthday and is such a sweet boy. Matthias plays shy but hes not which I think is cute. He drew me a picture earlier today. The baby girl Paris doesnt let anyone forget thats shes there. Shes so bossy to only be 9 months old! lol.



They keep apologizing for the noise of children running around and Leah wanting to play Barbie on the computer in my lap but to be perfectly honest this is the happiest time I have had in the past few months. Watching the kids play and just be themselves is so downright beautiful to watch. I want that in my life one day.



Im tired you guys. Not sleepy tired but an inside out kind of tired. Im really not sure what time it is anymore on this whole coast change thing. But truthfully, Im already starting to feel a little perk on the inside. Maybe just a visit to the desert was all I needed. I love it here so much I am already trying to plan another trip back.



Anyways I still have another day (hopefully two) here and I will keep you updated.



Thanks for listening to the first travel edition of my Blog which I will affectionally call "Deanna on Board"

Signing Out

Deanna Amarica

Dear Future Husband......

OK So I had this posted on my Facebook for a little while now. But I thought I should actually post it to my blog. Sorry for the Overkill but here you go Anyway.

So in the month of November, I decided I would write little quips (30 things) about myself to my Future Husband. I wanted to share with him a few vices and thoughts of my own, and things I think we should be as a couple.

Im happily single and working on me until God decides to bring my husband into my life. When he comes....these are things i think he should know. So Enjoy :-)

Day 1. I need you to be saved, Not used to go to church, not i read my Word sometimes, not I Dont feel like walking in my calling. Like Love God More than me and Lead me, Pray for me and prayed me into your life Saved

Day2. I get sick sometimes. Mostly Run Down. I Need you to understand that and be strong enough to handle that. Thanks.

Day3 I love to Cook, you will be well fed....You can clean the kitchen tho :-)

Day 4, I plan on owning my own business/businesses one day. I will need you to be supportive of that. Trust I'll Have your back when you need me too.

Day5 I sing, A lot, and I am pretty good at it. ...it can be pretty amusing at times :-)

Day 6 I wanted you to know that I love to Travel... We should do that a lot :-)

Day7. I went to church today. Id love it if we would be involved in whatever Church God Leads us too. We should also take classes to make sure we stay in His Word and prepared for our callings....

Day8 Im a bookworm and a little bit of a nerd. Just thought I would let ya know

Day 9 I would really love it if we had a pool. Like you would win Greatest Husband of all time. Water Calms me. You will be happy that you made that choice LOL.

Day 10, I do want to have a biological child with you, but Im ok adopting too. just so u know.

Day 11... Italian is my default food, and at the weirdest times, especially when 'sick. Like I will always want pizza when I have a sore throat or spaghetti....Just go with it :-)

Day 12 I love gagets And one of my biggest addictions (currently) is netflix. Ties back to the nerd in me

Day 13 We Should Dance Together.....A Lot :-)

Day 14. I get Overwhelmed, Discouraged and Frustrated Sometimes. Im a Venter. I promise just listening to me makes stuff so much better, Dont always need a solution usually just an ear

Day 15, I hate fighting...like realllllly hate it. Id rather stop and regroup and remeet on an issue

Day 16 I'd perfer if we didnt go to bed mad at each other. Its a sucky way to start the next day. Hope your up for late night talks :-)

Day 17 I will probably always work, Even if we decide for me to stay home. Ill probably be the PTA Mom of the year... and volunteer.

Day 18, I do things like Harry Potter midnite premiers on a school night and take a high schooler with me.....some experiences just have to be had :-)

Day 19. I love my time with my girls, keeps me sane.. I promise Ill support Football Sundays (and Mondays, heck we can even have the party at our house sometimes )

Day 20. I hate school but I think its necessary, I actually even plan on getting a masters one day.

Day 21 Im a homebody but I also love experiencing new things. I dont even mind if its something you have done before. But I also like finding new things for both of us... Live, Laugh, Love

Day 22. I love the holidays, and Birthdays and wrapping Paper. I love the Christmas Rush and my house smelling like Christmas, which (if you may ask) smells like pies with extra cinnamon :-)

Day23. I can deal with a little messiness. I cannot Deal with my movies not be in alphabetical order or my books not being organized (separate hardbacks from paperbacks, and aphabetical based on height) Its my thing.. let me have it. And evil stares go to those that think its funny to mess it up Desmond Demps and Jay Glover

Day 24: Im a random giving person, please support that, but also protect me from being taken advantage of in the process.

Day 25: Coffee is my vice, like seriously…. and my vices change over time...sigh.

Day 26: I run late…..yea that’s all. I’m doing better with that year by year.

Day 27: I have a dream! That one day I will run a marathon. Forgive me in advance for being cranky about my legs hurting and thanks in advance on supporting me on this.

Day 28: Im a lister, I live by my google calendar. Its the one way I make sure everything gets done. Dry Erase Board and Notebooks are my friends

Day 29: I collect notebooks, candles and hardback books. I'm a girly girl. Pedicures and hair appointments make me happy

Day 30: This is the last one, and I just wanted to say. I love you

Weight Watchers

So Yesterday I joined Weight Watchers Online.

Yea thats all I got on this one.

I'll let you guys know how it goes.


Signing Out,

Deanna Amarica